What if?

So I had my netball grandfinal tonight - we won!!! 34 to 5! yeah, thats how it's done!
BUT... afterwards we had a team photos - disaster! It was actually revolting and not just cos I am so overweight.
Riddle me this, what happens if I lose all the weight that I am planning on and I am still unattractive? I mean what if i still dont like the way i look?
What if under all this extra cush I am actually not pretty.
Cos at the moment I feel like when I lose weight I am going to be pretty cos i actually feel like a beautiful girl stuck in a fat girls body. What if I am wrong? What if i am actually just a really plain girl with a weight problem and so when i get rid of the weight i am just plain boring 'Girl'?
Thats whats making me freak out at the moment! What if losing the weight doesnt fix all the problems I am counting on it to fix? ARGH, I am doing my own head in!
Do I think too much?
Am I analysing everything too much?
Should I just relax and have faith?
Yes, yes and yes!

Ok, I will keep on keeping on x