Monday, 22 October 2012

Still? Really??

So weigh in this morning.... 300grams gone! Are you f**king kidding me??? I have worked my fat arse off!
I am running about 5kms 4-5 times a week and have cut my food intake by nearly half! And i have lost 600grams in 2 weeks??? I am so gutted over this! GUTTED!!!!!!
I even went for a run yesterday, SUNDAY, for crying out loud.
So I am writing this at my desk (naughty BUT i am on my lunch break), eating brown rice and tuna for lunch wondering why the hell am i bothering? All I want to do is go to the cafe and get a big stinking plate of hot chips with tons of salt, some aoili for dipping wouldnt hurt.
I have to stick it out this time, I know that, but if nothing happens soon it is going to be very hard to keep myself motivated.
I dont know what else to do, honestly, short of eating only fruit and vegetables 24/7, and let's be honest, that's not going to happen!

Buddah, Allah, Jesus, Ganesh, whoever you are, please help me!! x

2 comments:

  1. Run Fatgirl, Run- you are an inspiration!
    I love reading your blogs as we are fairly similar in height/weight/eating habits- reading your blog is like reading my own thoughts sometimes!
    It's so great to read about you making such a huge lifestyle change to get what you want- you tell it like it is and you dont sugar coat anything which is inspiring me to make a few changes too.

    Stay positive- you are doing great....even if the scales arent your friend! just keep going :)

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  2. Hey Sallyann,

    thanks so much! you have no idea how much it means to me that you read my blog and can relate to it! Very happy FatGirl.

    Keep on reading and keep on making those changes.

    Love FatGirl x

    ps- I NEVER sugar coat... haha!

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